Kermit D. Frog

I don't know why I named it that. I don't know why I am sitting here after a day of not working. I don't know why I am searching the internet for ideas of what to do next year. I do know that I'm not sure what I should/could/want to do next year. ahhhhhh. That's right, I ahhhh'ed. I am sitting here at my friend's house sorta pretending to scour the internet for ideas with her help on the Hebrew sites and her help on ideas of what and where to look. I think the main issue is what to look for. This is the sitch... the program I am creating is not starting this coming year. I failed recruitment 101: Goal, sign up participants. Now, the program will start Sept. 2006. Great. What to do for the rest of this year though... come later in the year there will be full time work for me in the office getting ready for the program, but right now there is nothing. The program has been written. The contacts have been made. The ground work has been layed... so now...uhhh...right... My company needs me to do something worth paying me for. I thought about going back to school myself, but then i remembered how much I HATE the classroom (very mature of me, I know) So that's my rant about my frustration of the week. I have been avoiding my office for fear that they'll ask me what I'm doing, and I won't have an answer. Now, back to mindlessness....